22 August 2010

Interesting Games 1

I tend to enjoy games that take forever to complete. That means RPGs. I love dungeon crawling for hours, no matter how repetitive it can be, to level my character or characters. I can sit and have sat for 9 or so hours doing just that, without breaks just because I love to play those type of games. I enjoy games like Final Fantasy, though I prefer the older games and I am not in the camp that believes that Final Fantasy 7 is the best Final Fantasy ever or the best game ever for that matter. It's all right, but I wasn't really enthralled by the story like other people were. I felt that FF4 and FF6 were both superior games and would play them over FF7 any day of the week. Now I will admit that FF 7 is far superior to the steaming pile that is FF X-2, but that is neither here nor there.

I tend to enjoy games that are a little different too. Games that are a little different and RPGs are a bonus. My local game store is run by a pretty cool guy. You can call him up and say, "Hey Jeff, you got xxx in?". He'll tell you yes or no. Ask him to keep it for you and he'll put it under the counter, no questions asked. He's given me his own games to play from out of his DS until a copy comes in or to let me try it. He tried to give me a PSP without paying for it, just as long as I paid him, you know, sometime. I told him I'd have the cash for him, just hide that sucker under the counter and I'd be back for it in no time. He always suggests games that he knows you might be into. I like to look over the used games and saw an interesting boxed set that had been there for awhile. Unfortunately I never picked it up when I had the chance, but found a used copy of the second game at a later time at EB. I had never seen that particular series before and was intrigued. I was hooked on the game as soon as I played it.

The game was Shin Megami Tensei: Digital Devil Saga 2. It's going to take effort and possibly cash to track down the first game. Atlus tends to do limited runs on their games and when looking for older games, you may end up paying quite a bit of money for even a PS1 game. It's very different. Very, very different. Even without playing the first game I was hooked. What made it different than most cookie cutter RPGs? Well, for one thing, you are a cannibal. You eat your enemies to gain abilities. Yes. You eat your enemies. You can shift between human and demon, oh did I mention that you shape shift to demons? Yeah. The battle system is a bit different than most turn based systems in RPGs. It's not a typical fantasy environment, but rather technological. You come around from the last game in new place, finding out the world that you were living in was nothing more than a computer program. It gets more bizarre and interesting from there.



I had played a few other Atlus games, though none of the Shin Megami Tensei games. I was not disappointed by their offerings. My second foray into the MegaTen series was Persona 3 (which I still have not fully completed. I swear that freaking tower is like 5000 floors or something) My friend bought me the special edition with the artbook for my birthday when it came out and well... I've got over 130 hours on the game at this time. And there is immense grinding in the game to level your characters and gain more Personas. It isn't one of the core MegaTen games, but more of a spin-off of the main series. You don't fight using demons. You use the power of your Persona to fight enemies, in this case, Shadows. The shadows appear during the Dark Hour, an hour that appears only to those with the power of Persona. You hunt down boss Shadows that are wreaking havoc during the full moon and explore the dungeon, which is a tower Tartarus during the Dark Hour for clues as to why people are being attacked by the Shadows and at times taken into Tartarus itself. This is merely just a portion of the game because you also have to go to school, form relationships and actually have a life to gain more Personas. It's complex and not a game that you can bang through in a weekend. Not at all. You have to go through an entire school year for crying out loud! And you have abilities your team mates do not. And let's just say, regardless of how well you do... you have a somewhat not exactly happy end in store at the end of your ride with this game. It's a pretty dark game, despite some of the comic relief that the teammates provide. Death is ever present in the game and you do lose teammates. They die, not game die that you can revive later, but they die and do not come back at key points in the story. And summoning your Personas surprisingly did not cause an uproar. I think this is partially due to the fact that the games are pretty niche, although with this game and the next in the series more people took notice. How do you evoke your Persona? With an evoker. How does that work? It's best to just look and see, otherwise, you may not believe that parents everywhere did not throw a fit about their precious snowflakes playing a mature rated game and seeing such things.


So yeah. That's how you summon your Persona. You put a gun to your head and shoot. And you'll do it a lot. But as surprising as that is as a game mechanic, it isn't that relevant to the story itself. You don't notice that's what your character is doing over time as you get engrossed into the story. I was a sucker for this game the first half hour of playing it. It's very well done, mature and makes you think despite looking cartoonish. Everytime I hear the music I'm like "Fuck yeah!". There are two other Persona 3 games. Persona FES, which has the original game, with some game play tweaks and another game that occurs after P3 which concludes the story. If I elaborate more, I'll spoil the end. And a remake of P3 for the PSP that came out recently with more tweaks to the battle system and a choice of a male or female protaganist. The battle system tweaks are what interests me. I don't care about the sex of the protaganist though it does change some of the relationships in the game.


So of course I had to get Persona 4 when it came out. It was a little less dark, despite the fact that you and your friends are trying to hunt down a killer. The same school, social linking, and studying elements are present in P4 as are in P3, but tweaked slightly. You move in with your uncle and cousin for the school year. There's an urban legend about the Midnight Channel. If you watch your television at midnight during a rainstorm, you'll see your soul mate. Well... there is a reason that they're called Urban Legends.


Summoning your Persona is different too. You don't need an evoker nor do you shoot yourself in the head. The Midnight Channel only occurs on rainy nights and you only see other people on it when they are in danger of becoming the next victim. The people that appear on the Midnight Channel are a reflection of the self they show the real world. It's the self that they keep hidden. At the same time, the people are kidnapped and dumped into that TV world and the shadows within will kill them if they are not saved by the time the fog lifts in the TV world. There is grinding, and the battle system is superior to P3 due to the fact that you can control the other characters on your team. That means they won't inadvertantly stick a knife in your back because of hurr durr game AI. It makes coordinating attacks much easier and makes fights much smoother. Increasing your social links with your allies also gives them abilities in battle. After certain points they will dive in the way of your character to prevent you from being killed and ending the game. They will help characters that have been knocked down get back up and completing a social link with them gives them an upgrade to a newer, stronger Persona as the protaganist is the only one that can use more than one Persona.


There is no horribly depressing downer ending on P4 unless you don't save everyone. There is more than one ending as well. I got the best ending and am on a second playthrough to unlock the hidden dungeon that can only be opened after completing the game with the best ending. It's easier to get back into playing P4 after not having played it for awhile and I can turn on the game, grind for hours just leveling my characters and gaining new Personas, shut it down and never touch on the story part of the game itself, just the dungeon crawling elements and I'm okay with that. It's an enjoyable experience.

I've been over all impressed with Atlus Games and the quality and maturity of their titles. Unfortunately I can't afford to go back and buy the ones I've missed, especially the orignal PS1 Persona games. The first Digital Devil Saga is available still so I'll get it. And Atlus remade Persona 1 for the PSP, which I'm enjoying now. I'm hoping that they continue to re-release some of the older games for fans that missed them the first time. It would be nice to see both Persona 2 games release for the PSP or on PSN. I and many others would purchase them.

17 August 2010

That was pretty damn cool.

You're going to make me do that again Insomniac Games, aren't you? You're going to make me a slave to another one of your games. Making me waste entire weekends spending time with my PS3 and my couch, with my system cranked loud and bullets flying. I just broke myself of the constant playing over and over of Resistance 2 you know. You are very evil people. I have until next year, right? So I can get off my lazy ass and finish up the last 1/4 of Assassin's Creed 2, Bioshock 2, Silent Hill: Homecoming, and maybe even Persona 3 (AHAHAHA! I've been working on trying to do that for 2 years!) I'll probably finish Persona 4, Persona 1, Devil Survivor and Devil Summoner 2 in that amount of time. If I don't start playing Resistance again. And I've been having that urge. Thanks for stoking those flames again. Awesome teaser.



FUCK YEAH!

(Hat tip to Ben Zvan, awesome find and made my day even more awesome!)

But wait... Dead Space 2... OOooOOoo shiny....



So much win...

AND Scribblenauts? YEAH!

16 August 2010

Oddities

I'm at home sick today. For my birthday Saturday, I was puking my guts out by midnight and it hasn't really let up since then. I haven't eaten anything today, but I'm not taking my chances after all the blood that was coming up last night. Now, I wasn't vomiting blood, my throat was bleeding from throwing up so hard. It's not a new occurrence, it seems to bleed every time I throw up, depending on the violence of it. And it's been pretty violent, so I'm not going to tempt it another day and just stay away from food. The tea I drank last night didn't come up so I'm going to go with that.

I got another 'gift' for my birthday however that's just fucking odd. Apparently I have become the target of some strange letter writing Jehovah's Witnesses. I don't know how they got my address because I was sent a letter from a woman here in town through the U.S. Postal system to my house by this nut bag. It was handwritten so there was no Comic Sans to get my attention. I didn't take long however to realize that this was a fucking religious nut that was addressing me. And they say the art of letter writing has died. I'm not certain if I should be confused or creeped out that there are probably old women sitting around writing letters like this to complete strangers. Doesn't that seem unusual to you? Perhaps they're compelled by some feverish urge to do these things, mistakenly believing that non-believers like myself are going to be swayed by such odd letters. I used to write quite a few letters. None of them were unwelcome and to my friends. I would even spend some time making the plain envelopes interesting by adding some of my lame ass drawings to them. Oh well. I'm going to scan it sometime and cut out all the names, because they did have my name. Until then, I'll reproduce this oddity, unchanged in capitalization or spelling. The paragraphs are just as they were written in the letter as well. This is their own letter, minus my name, their address and somewhat sloppy but legible cursive handwriting.

Dear chaosagent,
My name is Minnie B-------, I am writing you because I am not able to visit you in person.
Many people are familiar with the Prayer that is called the "Lord's Prayer" or "Our Father". In that prayer we pray "Let Your Kingdom Come" Matthew 6:10.
Have you ever wondered what that Kingdom is that we pray for? How will it's coming sanctify God's name or make it holy? How is the coming of the Kingdom related to doing God's Will?
What is the Kingdom? It is a real goverment established by God - "Jehovah", with a King chosen by God. Who is the King of that Kingdom? Jesus Christ. Jesus as King is greater than all human rulers and is called "the King of those who rule as Kings and Lord of those who rule as Lords." 1 Timothy 6:15. He has "Power to do far more good than any human rule, even the heaven. Act 2:35. tells us where he will rule from? Well where is Jesus now? Jesus was put to death of torture stake and then he was resurrected. Shortly thereafter he ascended to heaven as said in Act 2:35.
Hence that is where God's Kingdom is in heaven. That is why the Bible calls it's a "heavenly Kingdom" 2 Timothy 4:18.
Although God's Kingdom is in heaven it will rule over earth. Revelation 11:15.
 But what is God's will for the earth?
 If you would like to further this discussion please feel free to call the above address.
 If you would like to visit the local Kingdom Hall of Jehovah's Witnesses located at -------- Crazy Street, accross from Meijer's.
 Our Ministers are all voluateers. They do not get paid. There is no coelections taken up. All are welcomed.
 Sincerely, Minnie B------
Okay. It's like a pitch that they would use when they would go door to door. They don't tend to come to our door, at least when we're here, because most of them come around in the daytime when we are at work or sleeping. I don't think I've seen the Jehovah's Witnesses out in our area before. I've seen Mormons and others from local baptist churches. And most of the Jehovah's Witnesses that do go around trying to spread the word seem to be large women in late middle age. I've seen about a dozen different women come to my workplace to visit some of the residents. One of the women I took care of was a Jehovah's Witness, though she never spoke about it at all, thankfully. She had dementia.

I am curious how they got my name and address. I do not interact with these people when they come to work and I sure the hell don't go looking for them. There seems to be an upsurge in the pushing of tracts, and morons in general showing up around town and my job in particular. Someone left a large pile of Billy Graham tracts on the table where activity schedules and the like are put for the residents. I took them and trashed them, save one, that will go with my little pile of information from the nut bags. On the 5th some stopped by leaving a pamphlet for their "Bible Education Center" on my front door. I took pics of the thing and made fun of it on Twitter. I guess I need to scan and collect these into some posts. I'm sure they're amusing.

11 August 2010

Just made my day a little better

New Nightmare. Easily just made my day of working in the horrifying heat with morons that don't read better. Fuck it, I've forgotten about the illiterate. Fuck yeah!



OH HEY! Moar? Fuck yeah!



Well, I know what's going on my player when I get home tonight.

10 August 2010

This is why we can't have nice things

While at work this past weekend, I had the distinct displeasure of reading a blog post put up by a person who decided that Japanese culture and anime in general is sexist because the shows they were watching had the female characters doing nothing in their words. I hate when people cry sexism over the stupidest shit. And yes, I think the shit is stupid. I think people that cry sexism over every little thing are fucking morons. They are the ones that cry wolf about every little thing and when something indeed is wrong, it's ignored because it's viewed as bullshit whining. That kind of shit is why we can't have nice things. I personally don't care if others agree about my opinion on this or not, because this is just my opinion. I am of the opinion that bawwwing everytime you don't get your way means you're a fucking pansy that needs to grow up and live in the real world. You need to take responsibility for your actions and not blame everything on someone else. And if you're going to watch a shit show like Naruto, you get what you deserve.

And yes, the first bout of bawwwing was over Naruto. A show aimed at 10 to 18 year old MALES. The show focused on the MALE characters. I don't know about you, but my brothers would not have watched a 24 minute commercial for the toys if it was about fucking Barbie. Most cartoons aimed at that particular demographic are just that, a long commercial to get toys sold. And if you wanted to see a female oriented show, why the fuck are you watching shonen shit anyway? What does Wikipedia say about shonen manga?

The term shōnen, shonen, or shounen manga (少年漫画 shōnen manga) refers to manga marketed to a male audience roughly between the ages of 10 and 18. The Kanji characters (少年) literally mean "few" and "year", respectively, where the characters (漫画) generally mean "comic". The complete phrase literally means "young person's comic." Examples include Dragon Ball, Naruto, Bleach, Hunter X Hunter, One Piece, Saint Seiya, Fairy Tail, YuYu Hakusho, Detective Conan, Yu-Gi-Oh and Fullmetal Alchemist.
Huh. Wow. Well what about the female characters doing "absolutely nothing"?
Shōnen (少年) manga (漫画) is typically characterized by high-action, often humorous plots featuring male protagonists. The camaraderie between boys or men on sports teams, fighting squads and the like is often emphasized. Attractive female characters with exaggerated features are also common (see fan service), but are not a requirement; Dragon Ball, for example, has only a few such characters. The art style of shōnen is generally less flowery than that of shōjo manga, although this varies greatly from artist to artist, and some artists draw both shōnen and shōjo manga.
So you're going to complain about anime aimed at males, dealing with action stories about said male characters and whine that it's sexist? Fuck you.  You need to start watching shoujo anime and shut up. Seriously. I wouldn't complain that Barbie discriminated against males because the males seriously do nothing. That would be fucking stupid. And you're going to complain about another culture based on the viewing of 13 episodes of Naruto. REALLY? What the fuck is wrong with you.

Now I don't watch Naruto because, lol ninjas in fluorescent orange hurr durr! It's not the type of show I'm into. Obviously they need to find a new show to watch as well. I'd suggest something like Sailor Moon or some other Mary Sue shit to watch. I'm not into that shit either, but I'm not going to bash you if you enjoy shows like that. 

To be fair, it wasn't a single show that they based this cry to the waaaahmbulance to. It was two. The second show was The Legend of the Galactic Heroes. Now that pissed me off. I quite enjoy LoGH quite a bit, and don't seem to mind a bit that the female characters are minor to the story itself and seem kind of derpy at times. It's a space opera. It's science fiction. It's about FUCKING WAR, not pretty dresses and kissing princes and fucking bullshit like that. Why are you watching a show like this? WHY? You obviously have no interest in such things except to bawwww! about them at the drop of a hat because the gurls are not evenly represented. 

Oh, sorry, I guess I missed the part where men are crying about Days of Our Lives not being manly enough. Or As the World Turns having too few explosions and gun battles. Personally, I may tune in if there were massive space fleet battles during General Hospital. Probably not though because I can't fucking stand soap operas. You don't see men bitching about it though. They watch something else. You don't like Naruto, that's fair, I don't either. You don't like LoGH? That's fine too. Don't fucking play the sexism card however. Both of those shows are aimed at males. Watch something else you whiner.

02 August 2010

Monday Music 6

Yeah, so I didn't title the last one with a number, but who cares. I'm stuck at work and it's a shitty day. Everything that could possibly go right has gone wrong. I had to deal with a prescription drug addict mumbling incoherent nothings at me and wanting to fight; a woo-addled resident questioning why RelUnrelated is getting chemo, because Laetrile can cure cancer and chemo is just poison; mass urination in the lobby bathroom that I had to clean up; a drama addicted, homophobic, racist, psychopath saying that all the kitchen staff cussed her out and since all of the girls that were in there at the time were African American, they are all related and they all have each other's backs... because she called them motherfuckers...

So yeah, not a great start to a 60 hour work week. I've failed at doing anything on here lately, basically because I've been sucked back into a lovely fixation with Shin Megami Tensei: Devil Summoner again. This time I'm playing the second one. The one I bought a year ago. The one that I'm just playing for the first time. I fail so bad at playing games. I've gotten 42 hours logged in 4 days though, so I'm not doing too bad. I've spent a lot of time with Raidou again and am enjoying the fight system now that I've gotten used to fighting with two demons although I am probably in the minority of not being bothered by SMT: DS1's fight system.

But anyway, I heard you like men chained up in cages...


You thought the person in the preview image was a woman? HAHAHAHA! Sucker.

What? You don't like men in chains? Okay, what about latex... and crazed geishas with.... phallic objects...


Okay, I can understand how off-putting that can be... maggots and all... 

What about elderly love? Yeah, you heard me.


No? Well fine. It made me laugh. I loves me some Sendai Kamotsu.